Libra-Scorpio is attractive and seductive. They have an intensity that is difficult to ignore. They are naturals in any social situation. They are good communicators and can handle abstract reasoning with ease. They are more perceptive than they let on. They make loyal friends. Often misunderstood, they can come across as bossy or sarcastic. They may be manipulative or sly.
Libra-Scorpio is interested in both the mystical and the scientific. They may end up self-indulgent or compulsive. They enjoy being lazy just as much s they enjoy challenging pursuits. They are romantic and devoted. They can see all sides to any situation and have a passion and strength that is admirable.
Libra-Scorpio has trouble letting go. They want everything to be perfect, and if something has to be presented in a lesser state they suffer embarrassment.
The Cusp of Drama and Criticism is known for their ambition, intensity, powerful, mystical, loyal, romantic and playful attitudes. They can also be lazy, stubborn, sly, manipulative, sarcastic, volatile, self-indulgent and dictatorial. They do work hard and have a strong sense of sexuality about them.
Those born on the Libra-Scorpio cusp are tenacious. They can be very jealous of others, and may be untruthful. They like to keep a neat appearance. They almost always can come out fine no matter what predicament they get themselves into. They are competitive, positive and conscientious. This innate determination sees them through many rough times. They are independent and they don't like others to meddle in their projects, no matter how well-intentioned they are.
Saturday, March 12, 2011 @ 10:52 PM
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin
Friday, February 25, 2011 @ 10:33 PM
You may fall from the tree, you may fall from the sky, but the best way to fall, is to fall for me ! :P Stand with me, we'll walk together, we'll fall together, no matter the challenge, we'll walk out of it, like how a bridge raises the middle to allow ships to pass through.
Im full of trust, and you got some too !
Heartbeat
Monday, February 7, 2011 @ 11:54 PM
Korean
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna
ijeoya hae ijeoya salsoo issuh
jiweo beolyuh yaman hae an geulyeomyun naega jooguh
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming.
she's gone, gotta be moving on
gassuh ji ana geunyun ni senggak haji ana
geunyuh neun naega gidalineun gul junhyuh moleun chae jal salgo issuh
geunyuh neun imi nal ijussuh wanjunhi jiwussuh wae naneun geuleokae mot hani
English
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats
i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.
she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats
i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.
she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)
난 당신이 그리워요.... 당신은 알고 있나요?
:/
Sunday, February 6, 2011 @ 2:18 PM
Chinese New Year is just a so-so for me, well at least yesterday (CHU 3) was good cause many of my friends came over to gamble drink and whatsoever ! :P
Been driving the whole Chinese New year and now i get stressed easily when getting from one place to another ! Cause i cannot memorize roads ):
Well, school restarting, quizes, tests and exams coming. What a poly life~
Absence makes the heart fonder? I don't know, you never told me how you feel. Sometimes i wonder if it is my approach going in a wrong way or you might not be ready or don't want to be ready at the moment, take your time, look around, play hard, then come home.
T- Junction?
Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 11:13 PM
When you reach a point where you cannot decide anymore, because no matter what decisions you choose, you know it'll be tough, or maybe harsh. But if this happens to me, i will think of an answer, yes or no, if its yes, then i'll toss a coin, and look at the answer, heads, "okay, so now heads is yes, and i got heads, so i deserve it". Because being selfish is not wrong. Thinking for yourself is not wrong, it is just a basic hygiene factor, even if you don't really like what you've chose, but its not going to be easy.
Sm:)e, it is the best make-up, and the most beautiful on you. (:
Tuesday, January 18, 2011 @ 4:38 PM
Im not telling you it is going to be easy, im telling you it is going to be worth it.
Im so gg-fied ):
Wednesday, January 12, 2011 @ 12:58 AM
Sigh, this period of time is so taxing and hectic, and i believe people who keep saying that they are busy, fuck you.
So stressed, so stressed, so stressed. I want the time where i can keep going out back, where i can go drink with my brothers, chill and chitchat.
Now even trying to find the time to sleep properly is a problem.
Dinner and Dance, hope more people go, so everyone can have fun there together !
Have to call the mascots, do the tumblr and fb. Well its my fault for procrastinating as well :/ .
Ever since October MTC I don't think theres even humane rest at all. Every happiness is just shortlived.
Now my Share The Love event proposal haven't submitted because i still haven't got the project number, April Week O posters to design and print, Dragon boaters to find in advance, Agreement letter for the mascots and meet them up during a bright sunny day to get them to sign, to make sure they get their photos taken, tumblr again, make sure Share The Love is on the right track, MSA Proj due like tomorrow, Procoi, Mio, Modsim all due very soon, drivings on Dnd booth time, Week 0 subcomm recruitment and mentors booth to tend to, dnd booth to tend tmr, then driving, then come back for Dcup Bball for ESC, then Tues 8.20 am have driving and Wednesday will be my TP cause 7.20 am have to reach CDC already, all thats happy is to see her and send her home. AAAAHHH ! WHY IS THIS POOR POLY BOY GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS? I WANT TO PARTAYE ! I WANT TO DRINK ! I WANT TO GO CLUB !!! :D
Time to end my 2010.
Thursday, January 6, 2011 @ 4:44 AM
What to say about 2010?
Im really happy to have seen friends go into army and change their lives, while i am still stuck at TP, i have made full use of my time, not in terms of studies definitely, sad to say my grades are still dropping. I got to motivate myself !
This has been a long and hectic year, but thanks to friends and bros all around we've seen each other through, hard times, cheerful times, lazy times and chiong-sua times. HTHT sessions were like per weekly basis with different groups of friends. So interesting, it is so difficult to juggle between so many friends, ESC, studies and Family. But count family out, cause i believe i have the best i would have wanted, ultimate freedom, but i don't abuse it cause i still take care of them !
From the start of the year, i've never thought of running ESC is such a chore, so much stuff to do and care, its mentally torturing, sometimes physically too. Its not difficult to play around, but when seriousness gets in, we kick ass. I believe i have changed a lot, not that i want to, but under circumstances how can a person not grow? Sigh. Sometimes thinking shallower, on the surface, is one which one can sleep the most sound. But if these have not happened, we would not have made others sleep soundly.
The feelings of life is sincere yet shortlived.
Just thinking of those we've went through together and what we've went through, i think i have no regrets. This is the point of my life, where i've made so much decisions on my own, i've learnt how to stand on my feet and walk towards my destination, i've learnt to fall, i've learnt how to pick up my speed at times and wait for people at others.
When i've seen my own work and design all around, i feel so happy and proud, but the greatest satisfaction is when people enjoy looking at it, or when i do it for people, they appreciate it, sometimes even if it doesn't turn out well, they give words of encouragement, isn't this what reality is about? Sometimes reality is a bitch.
I will never change.
About relationship,
Its been a very long time since my last and i've been waiting to settle down, just slow down the pace of life and enjoy while i can. Sometimes things are so busy and so rough that the road seems like a mine zone, but yet we're all so ready to die, we're all so ready to move forward, and pooffffff, now i have one again, after 1 year. I remember 1 year, or maybe it should be counted as 1 and 4 months ago, few weeks before my birthday, i got the greatest present of my life. Life seem so slim yet it doesn't feel so difficult to just fall through and move.
You may slow down, but you must never stop.
Now i've got my Fx3, though i can't really do as much as i can last time, i will try my best to put in my all, I'll try to irritate you as much as possible, listen to you rant, but you got to open up. Im still waiting ! But i have a lot of thoughts in my mind already, a lot of places which i want to bring you to, a lot of things i want to do with you, although time spent is not much, or rather really short, or most of the times there are other people around. I believe i've made the right choice and i will keep moving forward, will you do it with me? Im prepared to go through everything and anything. I would just wish to see that smile. Hope it is not too much to ask for. Although communication is an issue, but i hope that this will just fall through like that. Im fighting, im fighting my way through and its no easy feat. But all is worth it. As long as you are (:
ESC is the best club i've ever been in, re-running is a tough and might be the most important decision i might ever make this year, but i would rather procrastinate. Running this year is so painful, it really was. The sacrifice was humongous, but the rewards were extremely sweet. It is so stressful, to give up on this and that, when people look at you and treat you differently, when you just want to be normal. The responsibility to shoulder also negates the want to be lazy, the want to procrastinate, the want to have fun, the ability to smile out. But we all smiled inside. Everything is planned so systematically, so orderly and with such professionalism i believe we would have already won. But all misunderstandings are just of minor mistakes, of minor overlook and of wrong decision. I've learnt so much, so much that i feel that im not myself anymore. But i will continue to walk forward, at the end, i would want to see the face of everyone, the satisfaction, the goosebumps that everyone would receive in the end, whether or not we reach that trophy, im satisfied. Words are hard to say but the true inner feelings is true, its so pure and innocent that it will not bear to see another suffer. The care and concern, the lessons of true life, not buyable by money. At this age, who doesn't want to party? Who doesn't want to drink and get drunk, who doesn't want to work and earn that extra pocket money, who doesn't want to be carefree, who doesn't want to have a fun and interesting rs?
Its so fucking difficult to choose to be selfish, when all you want is to be self-less.
I miss so much, i miss the usuals where we will drink and hangout and talk about anything, so carefree, so much fun. I still remembered our last time, hopefully its not our LAST LAST time together, but that time, i cried, up til now i wonder why, is it because of the change of environment or the change in everyone, you guys said that i've changed and that is a good thing, but im starting to feel that i've changed into something else, it might be good, but i've lost things that i don't want to as well.
I've let down a lot of people, but i've seen so many smiles, its almost so difficult to identify whats genuine and whats for show now. I just wish, everything lies a secret.
IM A SCORPIO ! (:
#Libra-Scorpio Cusp
Sunday, November 7, 2010 @ 4:39 AM
If life was a musical, will it have a dramatic, sad & a touching ending that will inspire the rest?
Or will it be meaningless, day by day, cannot even be fitted with any music.
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
Saturday, November 6, 2010 @ 5:57 PM
Sometimes i don't know whether i should smile, or maybe not. Or maybe i should, because if i do, nobody knows either.
Happiness can be depicted, as a front or inside. People say that the most pleasurable happiness is when you feel it inside, but what is really happiness, when it lasts for oh so short.
The feelings of life is sincere yet shortlived.
Friday, November 5, 2010 @ 5:54 PM
Everyone has to move. It's not a hope to grow. It's not a change. It's reality. People do, "why did you change?" they ask, " Its not change, i never will change, i will never give up" replied another. What do they really think?
The fun times, depicted by so many friends and things to do together, many things to be able to ponder and discuss together, slowly smudged with new beginnings, like an artist introducing many different colors to a monochromatic art piece.
The past, with so much joy and laughter, is not gone. It is just that, it has transformed. Into a quiet happiness.
What is going to happen? Nobody knows. But what we'll be able to do, is to cling onto this, hoping that things will never change, it will never distant, but there is the past that still bridges on. That is what that links the thoughts together.
Why? Why does time pass so fast? Its a question people ask when they are having too much fun. But all things will come to an end. But why not? It's a beginning of a whole new life.
Improvements, hopes, dreams for another, thinking it would be good for the future. But when it really happen, will we ask that question again? Maybe we will, but if it is smiling while asking it. There will be no regrets.
Althought we feel that nothing has happened, the details are still there.
The tough times are when a human is growing. If I can overcome this, a beautiful morning will be waiting for me.
Sometimes, i feel like being 17 again.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010 @ 4:11 AM
You hug her good-bye like it's nothing,
while all you want to do is hold on forever.
But you let go, smile and walk away.
Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be.
Because try as you might you can't make someone love you,
Sometimes you have to let them be free.
And letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all.
What to do ?
Most of the time I think I'm over you, but then there are some days when I hear her talking about you and that little pang of jealousy tugs at my heart all day
Monday, May 10, 2010 @ 9:44 PM
Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.
Friday, April 23, 2010 @ 12:14 AM
“When she says she likes someone very much. She goes out with him frequently. She tells you of all the experiences she had with him. You’re hurt badly cos she sees you only as her best friend. But you continue to smile and listen to her whenever she needs you cos you just want her to be happy … that’s love.”
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 @ 11:06 PM
I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you.
Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 12:42 AM
No one ever said that life was fair, and I'm not saying that it should be.
So knowing that you are where you want to be, and I'm not, comes as no surprise.
But don't expect me to be happy for you.
And don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too.
I don't want your pity.
I hate your pity.
So knowing that you are where you want to be, and I'm not, comes as no surprise.
But don't expect me to be happy for you.
And don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too.
I don't want your pity.
I hate your pity.
Happy new year
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 4:04 PM
LOL ! Long time since i last post. Finally got the mood to post cause got new iPhone 3GS (32g). So then can upload pictures too. So many things happened, come and go etc ....
Ketsu is <3,
Fate'D Tragedy<3,
Zetten<3,
KKF<3,
K903<3,
Friends<3,
Family<3,
ESC<3,
Okayy, shall try to revive my blog soon HEHEHE ! :D:D
Happy new year !
