eewl-wehtam

2011-03-12T22:52:00.001+08:00

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin

2011-02-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

You may fall from the tree, you may fall from the sky, but the best way to fall, is to fall for me ! :P Stand with me, we'll walk together, we'll fall together, no matter the challenge, we'll walk out of it, like how a bridge raises the middle to allow ships to pass through.

Im full of trust, and you got some too !

Heartbeat

2011-02-07T23:54:00.004+08:00

Korean

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

ijeoya hae ijeoya salsoo issuh
jiweo beolyuh yaman hae an geulyeomyun naega jooguh
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming.
she's gone, gotta be moving on
gassuh ji ana geunyun ni senggak haji ana

geunyuh neun naega gidalineun gul junhyuh moleun chae jal salgo issuh
geunyuh neun imi nal ijussuh wanjunhi jiwussuh wae naneun geuleokae mot hani

English

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

난 당신이 그리워요.... 당신은 알고 있나요?

:/

2011-02-06T14:18:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year is just a so-so for me, well at least yesterday (CHU 3) was good cause many of my friends came over to gamble drink and whatsoever ! :P

Been driving the whole Chinese New year and now i get stressed easily when getting from one place to another ! Cause i cannot memorize roads ):

Well, school restarting, quizes, tests and exams coming. What a poly life~

Absence makes the heart fonder? I don't know, you never told me how you feel. Sometimes i wonder if it is my approach going in a wrong way or you might not be ready or don't want to be ready at the moment, take your time, look around, play hard, then come home.

T- Junction?

2011-01-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

When you reach a point where you cannot decide anymore, because no matter what decisions you choose, you know it'll be tough, or maybe harsh. But if this happens to me, i will think of an answer, yes or no, if its yes, then i'll toss a coin, and look at the answer, heads, "okay, so now heads is yes, and i got heads, so i deserve it". Because being selfish is not wrong. Thinking for yourself is not wrong, it is just a basic hygiene factor, even if you don't really like what you've chose, but its not going to be easy.

Sm:)e, it is the best make-up, and the most beautiful on you. (:

2011-01-18T16:38:00.000+08:00

Im not telling you it is going to be easy, im telling you it is going to be worth it.

Im so gg-fied ):

2011-01-12T00:58:00.002+08:00

Sigh, this period of time is so taxing and hectic, and i believe people who keep saying that they are busy, fuck you.

So stressed, so stressed, so stressed. I want the time where i can keep going out back, where i can go drink with my brothers, chill and chitchat.

Now even trying to find the time to sleep properly is a problem.

Dinner and Dance, hope more people go, so everyone can have fun there together !

Have to call the mascots, do the tumblr and fb. Well its my fault for procrastinating as well :/ .

Ever since October MTC I don't think theres even humane rest at all. Every happiness is just shortlived.

Now my Share The Love event proposal haven't submitted because i still haven't got the project number, April Week O posters to design and print, Dragon boaters to find in advance, Agreement letter for the mascots and meet them up during a bright sunny day to get them to sign, to make sure they get their photos taken, tumblr again, make sure Share The Love is on the right track, MSA Proj due like tomorrow, Procoi, Mio, Modsim all due very soon, drivings on Dnd booth time, Week 0 subcomm recruitment and mentors booth to tend to, dnd booth to tend tmr, then driving, then come back for Dcup Bball for ESC, then Tues 8.20 am have driving and Wednesday will be my TP cause 7.20 am have to reach CDC already, all thats happy is to see her and send her home. AAAAHHH ! WHY IS THIS POOR POLY BOY GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS? I WANT TO PARTAYE ! I WANT TO DRINK ! I WANT TO GO CLUB !!! :D

Time to end my 2010.

2011-01-06T04:44:00.004+08:00

I guess its time to post something again ! Maybe i shall stop hanging on to 2010 and look forward to 2011, although the stress and work level is like x2 but hellllll...

What to say about 2010?

Im really happy to have seen friends go into army and change their lives, while i am still stuck at TP, i have made full use of my time, not in terms of studies definitely, sad to say my grades are still dropping. I got to motivate myself !

This has been a long and hectic year, but thanks to friends and bros all around we've seen each other through, hard times, cheerful times, lazy times and chiong-sua times. HTHT sessions were like per weekly basis with different groups of friends. So interesting, it is so difficult to juggle between so many friends, ESC, studies and Family. But count family out, cause i believe i have the best i would have wanted, ultimate freedom, but i don't abuse it cause i still take care of them !

From the start of the year, i've never thought of running ESC is such a chore, so much stuff to do and care, its mentally torturing, sometimes physically too. Its not difficult to play around, but when seriousness gets in, we kick ass. I believe i have changed a lot, not that i want to, but under circumstances how can a person not grow? Sigh. Sometimes thinking shallower, on the surface, is one which one can sleep the most sound. But if these have not happened, we would not have made others sleep soundly.

The feelings of life is sincere yet shortlived.

Just thinking of those we've went through together and what we've went through, i think i have no regrets. This is the point of my life, where i've made so much decisions on my own, i've learnt how to stand on my feet and walk towards my destination, i've learnt to fall, i've learnt how to pick up my speed at times and wait for people at others.

When i've seen my own work and design all around, i feel so happy and proud, but the greatest satisfaction is when people enjoy looking at it, or when i do it for people, they appreciate it, sometimes even if it doesn't turn out well, they give words of encouragement, isn't this what reality is about? Sometimes reality is a bitch.

I will never change.

About relationship,

Its been a very long time since my last and i've been waiting to settle down, just slow down the pace of life and enjoy while i can. Sometimes things are so busy and so rough that the road seems like a mine zone, but yet we're all so ready to die, we're all so ready to move forward, and pooffffff, now i have one again, after 1 year. I remember 1 year, or maybe it should be counted as 1 and 4 months ago, few weeks before my birthday, i got the greatest present of my life. Life seem so slim yet it doesn't feel so difficult to just fall through and move.

You may slow down, but you must never stop.

Now i've got my Fx3, though i can't really do as much as i can last time, i will try my best to put in my all, I'll try to irritate you as much as possible, listen to you rant, but you got to open up. Im still waiting ! But i have a lot of thoughts in my mind already, a lot of places which i want to bring you to, a lot of things i want to do with you, although time spent is not much, or rather really short, or most of the times there are other people around. I believe i've made the right choice and i will keep moving forward, will you do it with me? Im prepared to go through everything and anything. I would just wish to see that smile. Hope it is not too much to ask for. Although communication is an issue, but i hope that this will just fall through like that. Im fighting, im fighting my way through and its no easy feat. But all is worth it. As long as you are (:

ESC is the best club i've ever been in, re-running is a tough and might be the most important decision i might ever make this year, but i would rather procrastinate. Running this year is so painful, it really was. The sacrifice was humongous, but the rewards were extremely sweet. It is so stressful, to give up on this and that, when people look at you and treat you differently, when you just want to be normal. The responsibility to shoulder also negates the want to be lazy, the want to procrastinate, the want to have fun, the ability to smile out. But we all smiled inside. Everything is planned so systematically, so orderly and with such professionalism i believe we would have already won. But all misunderstandings are just of minor mistakes, of minor overlook and of wrong decision. I've learnt so much, so much that i feel that im not myself anymore. But i will continue to walk forward, at the end, i would want to see the face of everyone, the satisfaction, the goosebumps that everyone would receive in the end, whether or not we reach that trophy, im satisfied. Words are hard to say but the true inner feelings is true, its so pure and innocent that it will not bear to see another suffer. The care and concern, the lessons of true life, not buyable by money. At this age, who doesn't want to party? Who doesn't want to drink and get drunk, who doesn't want to work and earn that extra pocket money, who doesn't want to be carefree, who doesn't want to have a fun and interesting rs?

Its so fucking difficult to choose to be selfish, when all you want is to be self-less.

I miss so much, i miss the usuals where we will drink and hangout and talk about anything, so carefree, so much fun. I still remembered our last time, hopefully its not our LAST LAST time together, but that time, i cried, up til now i wonder why, is it because of the change of environment or the change in everyone, you guys said that i've changed and that is a good thing, but im starting to feel that i've changed into something else, it might be good, but i've lost things that i don't want to as well.

I've let down a lot of people, but i've seen so many smiles, its almost so difficult to identify whats genuine and whats for show now. I just wish, everything lies a secret.

IM A SCORPIO ! (:

2011-01-06T00:37:00.001+08:00

#Libra-Scorpio Cusp

Libra-Scorpio is attractive and seductive. They have an intensity that is difficult to ignore. They are naturals in any social situation. They are good communicators and can handle abstract reasoning with ease. They are more perceptive than they let on. They make loyal friends. Often misunderstood, they can come across as bossy or sarcastic. They may be manipulative or sly.

Libra-Scorpio is interested in both the mystical and the scientific. They may end up self-indulgent or compulsive. They enjoy being lazy just as much s they enjoy challenging pursuits. They are romantic and devoted. They can see all sides to any situation and have a passion and strength that is admirable.

Libra-Scorpio has trouble letting go. They want everything to be perfect, and if something has to be presented in a lesser state they suffer embarrassment.

The Cusp of Drama and Criticism is known for their ambition, intensity, powerful, mystical, loyal, romantic and playful attitudes. They can also be lazy, stubborn, sly, manipulative, sarcastic, volatile, self-indulgent and dictatorial. They do work hard and have a strong sense of sexuality about them.

Those born on the Libra-Scorpio cusp are tenacious. They can be very jealous of others, and may be untruthful. They like to keep a neat appearance. They almost always can come out fine no matter what predicament they get themselves into. They are competitive, positive and conscientious. This innate determination sees them through many rough times. They are independent and they don't like others to meddle in their projects, no matter how well-intentioned they are.

2010-11-07T04:39:00.001+08:00

If life was a musical, will it have a dramatic, sad & a touching ending that will inspire the rest?

Or will it be meaningless, day by day, cannot even be fitted with any music.

2010-11-07T04:26:00.001+08:00

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume

2010-11-06T17:57:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i don't know whether i should smile, or maybe not. Or maybe i should, because if i do, nobody knows either.

Happiness can be depicted, as a front or inside. People say that the most pleasurable happiness is when you feel it inside, but what is really happiness, when it lasts for oh so short.

The feelings of life is sincere yet shortlived.

2010-11-05T17:54:00.009+08:00

Everyone has to move. It's not a hope to grow. It's not a change. It's reality. People do, "why did you change?" they ask, " Its not change, i never will change, i will never give up" replied another. What do they really think?

The fun times, depicted by so many friends and things to do together, many things to be able to ponder and discuss together, slowly smudged with new beginnings, like an artist introducing many different colors to a monochromatic art piece.

The past, with so much joy and laughter, is not gone. It is just that, it has transformed. Into a quiet happiness.

What is going to happen? Nobody knows. But what we'll be able to do, is to cling onto this, hoping that things will never change, it will never distant, but there is the past that still bridges on. That is what that links the thoughts together.

Why? Why does time pass so fast? Its a question people ask when they are having too much fun. But all things will come to an end. But why not? It's a beginning of a whole new life.

Improvements, hopes, dreams for another, thinking it would be good for the future. But when it really happen, will we ask that question again? Maybe we will, but if it is smiling while asking it. There will be no regrets.

Althought we feel that nothing has happened, the details are still there.

The tough times are when a human is growing. If I can overcome this, a beautiful morning will be waiting for me.

Sometimes, i feel like being 17 again.

2010-08-10T04:11:00.002+08:00

You hug her good-bye like it's nothing,

while all you want to do is hold on forever.

But you let go, smile and walk away.

Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be.

Because try as you might you can't make someone love you,

Sometimes you have to let them be free.

And letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all.

What to do ?

2010-08-10T04:08:00.001+08:00

Most of the time I think I'm over you, but then there are some days when I hear her talking about you and that little pang of jealousy tugs at my heart all day

2010-05-10T21:44:00.001+08:00

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

2010-04-23T00:14:00.001+08:00

“When she says she likes someone very much. She goes out with him frequently. She tells you of all the experiences she had with him. You’re hurt badly cos she sees you only as her best friend. But you continue to smile and listen to her whenever she needs you cos you just want her to be happy … that’s love.”

2010-04-21T23:06:00.001+08:00

I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you.

2010-03-21T00:42:00.001+08:00

No one ever said that life was fair, and I'm not saying that it should be.

So knowing that you are where you want to be, and I'm not, comes as no surprise.

But don't expect me to be happy for you.

And don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too.

I don't want your pity.

I hate your pity.

Happy new year

2010-01-06T16:04:00.002+08:00

LOL ! Long time since i last post. Finally got the mood to post cause got new iPhone 3GS (32g). So then can upload pictures too. So many things happened, come and go etc ....

Ketsu is <3,

Fate'D Tragedy<3,

Zetten<3,

KKF<3,

K903<3,

Friends<3,

Family<3,

ESC<3,

Okayy, shall try to revive my blog soon HEHEHE ! :D:D

Happy new year !

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2009-11-29T16:17:00.001+08:00

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Windows 7 TuneUpSuite 4.7.617

2009-11-29T15:55:00.006+08:00

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Registry Defragmenter

Junk Files Cleaner

Duplicate Files Finder

Disk Space Analyzer

Smart Uninstaller

Service Manager

Startup Manager

History Cleaner

MY GREAT BIG 17TH !

2009-10-31T21:52:00.006+08:00

28th October'09,

K903 celebrated my birthday with a cake ! Hehe . Love them all, okay hahaha. But kena cake smash by Shit hen !

29th October'09,

Stayed up late even tho i had to wake up early at 6 to pack my camp stuff and reach school at am the following morning so that i can wait for my birthday ! Hehehe so fun. Time flies and by the time i replied most of the msgs, it was 1.45am . So i had little sleep.

30th October'09,

This day is awesomezxc. Its my day, i went to school at 8am and skipped a lecture, then it was Tony Halim's lecture ! He even disiaodisiao. Okay then after school, Raymond and shi han they all came out to sing bday song for me again. Thanks ;P . Went for IES meeting, which afterwards ate at design and it was reporting time for Beyond Boundaries Halloween Camp. So looking forward cause many of my fellow mentor friends are joining and we get to choose our own empire. Its like a empire will all GLs. GG. Had B'day songs again at forfeit, B'day songs at dinner, other empire sang B'day song. Fate'D Tragedy even came all the way to Temasek Poly just to watch me eat and Taopok me. Wah, thanks ah HAHAHAHA . Afterwards it was the nightwalk and we bladdy waited for how many dog years i think 5 before it reaches our turn. End of my B'day when the nightwalk started

31st October'09

It was in the midnight 3am, after the nightwalk. Larleen and fellow co mentors, camp crashers shermagn and Eric hiah, Sme camp dudes, Matthew Leo and Ken came for another B'day suprise. Got crapped with the whip cream and etc. Got taopok-ed again and it hurts like !@#$ cause position not good. 2nd taopok i couldn't breathe ! But nvm its over. Then they threw me and made me stink of cake for the whole night. We did not sleep for the whole night . Then we talked and talked and had fun til the day break. And we had our games til camp break. Then we went for lunch and i headed down for BZE BBQ. It was not bad cool, just that it rained heavily, and i was drenched. Bizen people was cool ! Thats about all

I love all my pals and i can say that this is the best ever birthday i got. Thanks K903 for the Topman sweater, Hui yi, Jane, Sining and Raymond and co for the (boxers) =.= and that cap. Its cool ! Thanks Matt leo and Ken ! For making me full of cream LOL ! Overall it is still the most awesomezxc. Sorry for the wordy post as i have no pictures with me. But will add in once i receive them. <3

Its time to move on !

2009-10-22T22:26:00.002+08:00

I don't know if i am looking forward to next friday. Seriously, im very vexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxed and the load just gets bigger. Im stressed. IM STRESSED ! But i know i am still happy, like the guy i always am ! :D

Here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you, you are my only one ~ Only one- Yellowcard.

27Sept'09 is over. (:

I used to tell myself, Mathew, its time to move on. I kept thinking, and thinking, and thinking. I guess its really time to move on.

P.s im not the guy who won't get sad so thanks friends who were there for me . Hahaha .

i wonder why, but i feel like............................................................................crying.

背影

2009-10-18T15:53:00.003+08:00

林宥嘉 - 背影

三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
He......
一直向前走走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜
我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mp0QBZ6s5cY

2009-10-13T20:59:00.001+08:00

Stolen from Morgan lim, Tp :D:D:D !

October Orientation.

2009-10-13T20:22:00.002+08:00

Before i go to another camp tomorrow and M.I.A until Sunday, think i shall post once more.

Wednesday&Thursday: Bze camp! The peepo's rock and the camp was great. And it was also great that i sprained my leg ! Yayyyyy !~ Pain lo =.= zzzxxczxczxc hahaha .

Friday: Went to baby<3's house for dinner. Her family was very lovely.

Saturday: Went to piano lesson then went to collect passport but was scammed, so cant take my passport. Went out with baby again and bought couple anklet.

Sunday: Went K with Fate'D Tragedy and co. with Baby and her lessy and her lessy bf.

Today: ROTTED at home, bro's friend came over to play PS3.
I miss my girlf, she went out with her friends. Today is also my sister's bird day ! Bought a cake for her and nothing else. Good enough HAHAHA ! Early Happy birthday to my 17 year long god-bro Gerwyn,
I miss my girlf, i miss my girlf, i miss my girlf, i miss my girlf, i miss my girlf.
Ah, and cut - ted hair already. Is damn short D': But whatever lah. No pictures . Bleah

I want you to notice, how much i have been trying.

CAMPS ROCK !

2009-10-04T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hellow earthlings !

I know it was ages since i blogg but i decided to blog for the sake of blogging so that my bloggers can read my blog ! HAHAHAHA Ok * mathew dont be lame, no one reads your blog* .

HAHAHA ! Ok back from Esc camp, It was not bad. Scare alot of people. Tiring like !@#$ and the wet games were WOOOOO . Epic fail. =.= but i made a lot of friends and i <3 it :D !
Tml going WWW with the usuals and i guess i'll ask for a jamming session this coming sat. Its been so long time since we last went for jamming ! HAHAHA :D *search for a random pic of jamming * Ok . And i miss my girlf, like 4 days never see her already. Wonder wonder wonder. Ok cya noobs ! HAHA DONT MISS ME :D:D:D AND CAMPS ROCK

Thats the oh so cute Mathew

The Oh so lame Cs

And the Oh so always retarted guy

Wooo The people, missing one guy

Shirt is coming out soon, preorder while you can ! Even nicer design coming out :D

Haha. LONGLONG TIME

2009-09-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

HELLOW LADIES AND GENTLEMAN. :D Been ages since i last posted. Wahaha. Many things have happened.

Fate'D Tragedy rocks as well as me ;D

Lets look to playing for gigs after that noobtart finishes his Os.

Waooo nothing to write already. Give me ideas :D

Jamming

2009-07-19T00:54:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 18th July'09

First jamming session after NWA established. But i guess the name will be changed sooner or later. Idk haha . Well today was cool, best jamming session i ever had. Hope we can go far. Thanks to Faviia eileen and the rest.

Our cool band pic!

Give me reason, to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
i've fallen for you. but i ain't have the guts to tell.

Tnt im a PowerLoad

2009-07-15T23:09:00.004+08:00

Lol. Post cause someone BUGGED me to do it. Joking. xP . My class is getting hilarious day by day. Damn lame . NWA ROCKS ! :D

Random photo that was not uploaded before so shall upload it ! I think me and eeping same pose . LOL !

These few days is Booze and Lights<3 LOL ! Kay bye !

Looking forward to jamming this saturday !

٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ N.W.A`♪

2009-07-12T21:27:00.004+08:00

٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ N.W.A`♪ is loved ! MORE TO COME INTO THE GROUP ! ! :D

Band logo is only temp cause shabby work. :D

N.W.A actually means Nerds With Attitude, Its a band that is formed with Raymond, Shi han, Chin Seng and me. We are targeting to play in pubs and earn fame but i guess its not easy. There are supporters too ! Hope we can achieve the dream !

2009-07-08T16:33:00.001+08:00

Stolen from Ck's blog

Things that girls don't realize....

1.Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

Hands sealed with a kiss / Tsunaida Te ni Kiss wo / つないだ手にキスを

2009-07-08T16:08:00.005+08:00

Romanji:

Soshite bouya wa nemuri ni tsuite
Ikizuku hai no naka no honoo
Hitotsu, futatsu to

Ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
Daichi ni taruru ikusen no
Yume, yume

Gin no hitomi no yuragu yoru ni
Umare o chita kagayaku omae
Ikuoku no toshitsuki ga
Ikutsu inori o tsuchi e kaeshite mo

Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Dou ka kono ko ni ai o
Tsunai da te ni KISU o

Kanji:

そして坊やは眠りについた
息衝（づ）く灰の中の炎ひとつふたつと

浮かぶふくらみ愛しい横顔
大地に垂（た）るる幾千の夢

銀の瞳のゆらぐ夜に生まれおちた輝くお前
幾億の年月がいくつ祈りを土へ還しても

ワタシは祈り続ける
どうかこの子に愛を
つないだ手にキスを

English:

And then, the boy…
Drifted off to sleep
Breathing heavily…
The flames within the ash,
One by one welling up, that beloved face.
Thousands of dreams upon this earth.
As your eyes tremble on that night,
A shining “you” is born.
Hundreds of millions of months and years…
No matter how many prayers are returned to the earth,
I shall continue to pray.
Please, give this child love,
And a kiss on the joined hands.

The Weekend

2009-07-07T10:52:00.004+08:00

5th July'09,

Sunday

Early in the morning go wildwildwet,
time set by the Siew Chin Seng,
must wake up so early =,= .
Ogayyyy !~~ , hmm,
woke up early and went to Downtown East to meet YanHow and Chin Seng,
was late as usual. Duh, who dont want to sleep more siah . XD
Then proceeded to buy tickets for yh. Me and cs got complimentary ticket. Hehe.
Then he got Nebo, found out that buy 1 get 1 free. So he asked leslie along.
Then we go in see see. All family. HAHAHA !
Ok, then we went to take the rides 1 by 1 . Soso, not very scary also. Haa .
Then we went to the tsunami thing. Got 2 girls right in front of us.
Then she open her leg bigbig in front of me. Like free one lidat. =,= .
Then Cs ask me to look in front, but i din't . Im decent ! LOL .
Then that girl got OOPS ! (Bikinislip) . LOL ! Ok, she looks happy doh. =,= .
Then we went to the Jacuzzi and "train" under the waterfall.
Then after that more rides and Yakult all the way !
Then was raining, but we heck care. Cold like turkey. XP
Then went to eat the 2 dollar nasi lemak
then buy drink then sneak into some unknown condo to slack then went home.
HEE !

3rd July'09

Friday
Went to school, Chunkiat pon school because of his BBQ, then after school went to Tampines mall with Lam to hunt for presents, got the present we wanted and took a 1 hr 30 mins bus ride to Chunkiat's house which was only 3 bus stop away, shall not elaborate. Dumb Lam. :P . Then had a BBQ day. Let the pictures talk.

Helped in pushing that DAM HEAVY trolley.

This is the drinks and snacks only

Wow, my picture got taken.

Alicia Yeo and Cammie

2009-07-01T00:36:00.003+08:00

Hmm, School is per normal, boring. Im starting to skip lectures and letting down on my studies. Hmm. Sigh, what to do? Problems that I don't think can be answered anytime soon. Will she mind ? What does she want. First time coming to these point of my life, where i am at a T junction, Left or Right? Yes or no. Its been 4 months. Whatever. Zetten outing hope more people go.

I want nobody but you. Do you feel the same?

2009-06-27T20:58:00.005+08:00

"If all my feelings could be put into words, a single sentence of my life would be deafening. A silent screech of lyrical emotion, so quiet that the world listened.

-Tyler Lee-Farrell

Shot through the heart, and you're to blame. Darling you give love, a bad name. FUCK YOU !

B'day Chalet !

2009-06-16T12:48:00.003+08:00

16 June'09

Just came back from steph's chalet. Guess it was a B'day party with full for laughter&&tears ?
Anw, i started playing Maple again. Its lame but whatever, who wan spon me Aquila? :D ! Ok, The party really started when steph was asked to go to then 2nd floor of Pasir Ris Park Chalet, A cake was brought in, lights off and she came. B'day song as usual. The climax is when she blew the candles, another cake came from the 2nd floor down. And again, the b'day song. Over the wishes and stuff, she had one present she was to open, and another layer, and another and .... .... ... And another and finally, the shoes she was looking for a long time. And her best friend got it for her ! Kudos . Then tears came in, and drinking session started, ghost stories, crap stuff and people got drunk *wink* . Ton til the next day morning, which is like now, posting about this stuff, i shall upload the presents, i mean pictures * Hiccup* if i get them. Thts wht you say whn your drunk . So now, BYE !

Im Rotting !

2009-06-13T12:55:00.002+08:00

13th June'09
Have nothing to do. LALALA ~Just came back from piano lesson. Rotting all the way at home now. If anything interesting happens later, i shall update it. Heehh, yesterday went to jamming with fellow bandmates, outcome was not bad, but in a pile of shit left by some faggot who went overseas LOL . Alright, So to go to MusicVox audition or not, and it clashes with Stephanie's Birthday BBQ, So HELP ME CHOOSE ! :D TAA !~~

Ubin boy

2009-06-12T00:26:00.004+08:00

Friday, 12th June'2009

Dear diary, I feel so frustrated. But, what the hell. Lols . Aye, was sick since 2 days ago. Went to school library to do project with Shi Han and Zheng Kai. Lol, we did breakeven analysis only and we called it a day. Met up with ChinSeng and went to Suntec I.T Fair. First went to find Ferlycia's booth to playplay. :D ! Then after that saw Cecillia :D LOLS ! HAHA . Found so many good stuff, bought a HUGE earpiece with mic for only $10 !!! Seng bought one too . :D . Then we walked around and were somehow lost, went outside to a restaurant's carpark and we saw a Ferrari. We were like wow and kept walking . Then saw a Lamborghini Gallardo. LOL ! Luckyyyy ~! Then continued and saw this car trying to act sporty ( Toyota Corrola) with all the spoiler and stuff. So me and Seng we like, Ogayyyyy !~~~Hes trying his best. LOL !! Then we took a few photos with those cool backgrounds and we went to places with many romantic ambience, E.g. mini waterfall, quiet ones. High class restaurants. And we decided to go there and eat with our "other halves". Shopping and have some high class activities. But, He has one <-- (of course one girlfriend), i don't have. Hmmm , i hadn't had a girlfriend for sometime already. So should i start looking for one ?

Pictures next time, TA !~

Lalala ~I did not get selected for subcomm camp D: !

2009-06-08T12:33:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,
Its been a long while since i last posted, sorry, if there is anyone reading at all

4th June, Class bbq, K903 rules . All very sad that Agassi is leaving for philipino permanently. Haha, take care down there, come back to visit us ! <3

5th - 7th June, Aye, Zetten Zhalet ended pretty much better then expected. Just sleeping conditions not that good. Next time get bigger one bahs . Zetten is love in the chalet. Haha
8th June, Tpsu subcomm camp list came out. Xephry, Stanley, Malvina Rynne, Zheng Quan, Kenneth, Ee Ping, Ferlycia, Anni and alot more of them got in. Congrats haha. I did not get selected. Dam sad, but whatever . =,= .
Lazy to type anymore. Ta !~

Updattting !

2009-05-12T20:11:00.007+08:00

School rocks, but there are many assignments to do. Today was the deadline for wrtoral [Writing and oral Presentation], then i am free for this week already ! WEEE-U-WEET ! But there are still many quiz going on. Overall, rocks. I wana be a sub-comm member fast . LOLS ! Hope those that i know and running for TPSU elections will get in. Will so gona vote for eu guys ! ROCK ON ! LOLS . Roll back time, had night cycling 2 weeks ago with Zetten<3 . Last saturday went to TeoHeng for karaoke with Zetten<3 . Recently planning to hold a chalet for the cool boys and girls inside ! Maths lecturer was a clown, making a fool out of himself, making the whole lecture so fun. LOLS ! Engine fundamentals soso, Biz fund i think our grp must meet up to discuss and do more stuff, anyone play Facebook's Restaurant City willing to trade ingredients with me ? :D . GARETH REMEMBER THE BLOGSKIN EU PROMISED ME !

School life !

2009-04-28T03:33:00.003+08:00

Dear diary,
it has been a long time since i last posted, well, my laptop was down and my poly life started. So did not have much time to blog. Just some random pics of what i did these days . Kinda bored these days, but am working hard, wanting to get good score for this sem.
-Loves to go out with Zetten<3 .
-Have a fun class and am satisfied with my class.
-Made lots of friends and met lots of long lost friends in TP.
-Configured laptop to be able to use wireless in school.
-Played basketball up to 8.30 :D
-Bought new mouse in school for only 10 bucks and it looks so cool.
-Cut my hair
-And its time for bed

HEE HEE . Ta ~!

Speaking of bread, this breadboard certainly doesn't look like anything close.

Lunch at Manpuuku or dono what at Tampines One

Looks very nice !

My silly baby ! Always making a fool out of herself

AHH ! Ain't she cute?

She is taking a walk ~~

Camps, Camps , Camps , CAMPS !!!!

2009-04-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHH !!! Camp camp here , camp camp there , camp camp everywhere anywhere and everytime . Boring ~! Boring ~! Boring ~! LOL . Stupidddd . Shall cut the crap about what i did during Monday and Tuesday and go straight to Wednesday , today !~ (:(:(: !

15th April'09,

Dear Diary,
Woke up at 6 am, insane . :D . Feels like going back to sec sch . But late to sec sch i think . Reached 7.30 to whitesands mac to have breakfast with Zheng Quan , Stupid Ee ping was late . Then we left for school , once reach school , i found out my lecture theater was so deep inside . Fine , 23 , micheal jordan . LOL ! Then after that sit inside and rot for around 30 mins then assigned to our respective class . Sibei heng my class no china women that is 20++ , quite balanced also . Luckyyyy !! ~ Alright , then had ice breaking and WHACKO !~ Which i totally own . LOL everyone kena trick by me . Ayye `~~ Hmm , thn learn all the old things , Mass dance , just that got something new . XI SHUA SHUA XI SHUA SHUA WOO WOO , XI SHUA SHUA MUAH , XI SHUA SHUA WOO WOO XI SHUA SHUA ~ The eng sch dance , so cute bodoh !~ HA HA HA . Then after that rot in classroom again then met ZETTEN LOVES ! Then went opp sch to eat KFC then went to the nearby Playground to become idiots . XD Thats all . TAA !~

Zetten outing

2009-04-13T01:33:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 12th April'09

Dear diary,

Once again, what a looooooonggg day . Early in the morning , actually . 2 pm == . Met up with Kenneth, Sze Han and Jun Yuan to go to ECP for the Zatten outing , but they switched venue to BAO's house . So we took a bus , 1 stop and walked for like 30 mins , because we were walking in circles . Screw the designer of that area . Lol . Once we reached had fun and so called potluck , played lots of SUAN MING, [count fate ] or something like see hows your love life . Well , mines quite the same , tried it 3 times and almost the same answer comes out . My King of Hearts and the Queen of Hearts were together . But our Spades were broken up by a 2 . I guess its quite true . Hmm , shall cut most of the crap . Played truth or truth by taking a random card and see whose card were the lowest , asked some dirty questions and had lots of fun . Then it was around 11 am , went to have supper but me Stanley and Kelly left first , cab-bed down to Downtown East mac to have our supper then HOME SWEET HOME ! Shall let the pictures do the talking , once i recieve them .

ps. These are some of the pictures :D

The CRAZY People !

The FOOD !

2 Fun days !~!

2009-04-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

Hellow earthlings , am so tired ~ Just came back from Vivo . Shall start with yesterdays event followed by today .

10 April'09
Dear Diary,

Went to EastCoastPark with Joy, Si Jia , Lemin , Jason and Mei Hong [ Lin mei at 9 pm ] at around 2 pm . When Jason and i reached , it begins to pour . *good thing or bad thing ? [good that nv kena rain, bad tht rain ] ==*. After the rain stopped after i finished eating at Burger King , we went to find a spot to lay down our mat . Let the pictures do the talking !

Our little picnic [Sorry i din't contribute]

And we flew kites too !

Miraculously, out of the XX rocks i threw, 1 jumped 8 times . Mei Hong can vouch for me !

Our little acomplishment

Different view

Made a toiletbowl yeah , Ment to be a swimming pool for the sand castle

Like digging to grow money tree . >.<

WOW ?! IM SUCH A LUCKY GUY !

And that marks the end of the day .

11th April'09

The day started off early in the morning , which i hate . LOLS , normally sleep until 12 pm one . Woke up at 9, prepared for piano lessons . Went to piano and ended at 11.15 am, took bus to Pasir Ris interchange, then took Mrt to Outram Park then switched line to HarbourFront, met up with some friends and gathered with the group , yeah its FOC outing . I guess , roughly 300 people ? Then we bought tickets for the tram and headed for Sentosa . There we had our empires final clash . Quite fun && i got thrown into the sea . Why me ? TT ! Then it rained heavily , went to shelter , after that bathe , then go back vivo top floor outside that open space mini theatre . Then had dinner and Cheer fight with SP , they got owned totally . Around 60 people they got i think . Then almost got into a real fight . Shall not elaborate . Then went home . Tired and shaggg ! Shall post the pictures once i recieve them . :D !

Byee !~~

Ps. These are the pictures

Zetten

Final Clash !

This is not anything eur thinking abt . :D

Game Briefing

Spot me ! [ Im the most centre most backward with the Z sign one ] :D !

After a whole lot of fun . XD

Xi shua shua xi shua shua !

END OF THE DAY , VIVO !

I am no Ahbengs because im a POLICE !

2009-04-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

My day started at 7pm , after chinseng and his dad came to pick me and we went to Temasek Club , went there to use laptop == . Then we went to Old Police Academy , went to the pub . Yeah , his dad said that pub was the SAFE-EST place as we were surrounded by polices and police cars , we played pool and went inside a pub . Under 18 , but since its a police academy , police will not catch police . (: Next we went back to my house to pick up some stuff [going to cs house overnight ] and take my dinner my mother tabao , i go home i see only 1 spoonful of that rice left . I called my mother before that to tell her i will be picking it up . But my bro ate it , so i scolded them both and left the house in a huff and now at Cs house . (: . Let the pictures do the rest ! TAAA ~~!

Blood soda . ==

The Mattuce XP pose ?

We're not police wannabes [ its just cool ]

Government nowadays are so rich , making every police logo so shiny !

Like what i say , SHINY !

Will i ride on one one day ? [ My family don't let me to learn bike]

Cool man !

Im pretty sure i rode in one before >.>

JEEP !

Jeep with that shiny symbol

AH ! Don't catch me ?

Subaru runs too fast to catch thieves

runs too slow

Thats Chinseng

And police again , ~~

Its the 4th finger !

Im pointing fingers [ just kidding ] in the police academy ! Will i get caught ?

RA Pub in a Police Academy, what is Singapore coming to ?

Thats me !

Pool table in Police Academy [ OLD]

Home Sweet Home

2009-04-09T02:10:00.000+08:00

I guess its time to revive my blog, url is changed, skin is changed too. (: Hope eu people will lyk it . XDD . Alright . Its midnight now, and im shag to the core . Just came back from FOC , Freshman Orientation Camp . It was fun , especially the ghost stories and the self-made "Night-walk" session me and a GL made . He He He . Aight , tho i cheer LESS (not never) for the empire , Zatten still got first . Thats the power of my aura . Muahaha .

Saturday, 4th April

Woke up at afternoon, Shall cut the crap , went to Yio Chu Kang to play basketball from around 4 pm to 10 pm , went up Joy's and Si Jia's granny's house for dinner . Headed home and home sweet home at 12 . Going to Pulau Ubin on Sun !

Sunday, 5th April

Woke up really early , supposed to meet at Changi Village Ship Terminal at 10 . Which Jason and I did , some DODOBIRDS were late this time round . Ha Ha Ha . Well in short , we went there to cycle , and due to cycling , make our butt rot from early morning to evening . And the unpredictable rain fell and stop , fell and stop , fell and stop . Which made mosquitoes chionging like commandos going at free - flow . =.= . Torturous . But i guess it was meaningful and fun at the same time . Lazy to post pics , please look at Joy's or Sijia's blog for the pics . :D . Camp on 6th april . Butt rot , shag to the maxmaxmax , tired . STILL GOT CAMP . Hope it will be fun . :D
Packed stuff at midnight 2 am , slept at 3 am .

Monday, 6th April

I was supposed to meet Toh Zhi Guang at Whitesands Mac at 10.30 . Suprisingly (maybe not) , i woke up at 10.30 , he called me and i told him i just woke up . So i rushed and took my stuff and went to meet him . [ Shall skip the details ] . Reached Temasek Poly , went for registration and the camp starts . Sadly all my friends only one in the same Empire . Haha . Had IceBreaking session and some Cheer learning time . Flag design , bidding . Had station games at Tampines Central , Walked from TP there . :/ Dinner and supper was so-so . Sleeping conditions weren't that good but will do .

Tuesday, 7th April

Woke up early , 6.30 am . Washed up and changed . Had to assemble by 7.45 . Did light morning pt . After that , we went to learn TP's Mass dance , Handsign Song & School song . Yeah , Tp is me , Tp is eu (: . After that we had Station games which was supposed to be out of school but ended up inside due to the bad weather . Well its still cool . HEE HOR . Had dinner afterwards and Performance night - JAM AND HOP , Then supper . The most fun part was here , me and Gareth [GL] went to search for sandwich machines , walked around TP and ended in Eng sch and totally freaked ourselves out . So we "chionged" back to Sports complex . Ha Ha , then we decided to find some victims too . Met Shermine and her friend , so we started to tell ghost stories at the carpark . Then they SCREAMED ! , when they walked the wrong side from the staircase which led them to BIZPARK instead of SPORTS COMPLEX , next they scream at the CARPARK cos of some stupid cricket . == . Then a Masscomm came and destroyed anything , my sleeping bag kena kop , so i slept with Gareth at the GL section . Muahaha .

Wednesday, 8th April

Its the last day of the camp . Everyone was preetay hyped up , excluding me . I was shag to the max from the lack of sleep and was almost devastated . Well its alright , breakfast was good , then we had some water activities and we totally owned the history of the water games when each sub empire completes only like 5 5 6 stations , our empire had completed 8, 9 and 10 stations ! Wet from top to toe , lunch was pretty good too . Had "Hungry" afterwards and it was the most fun game in the camp . I pwned that IQ section within 5 mins , (not counting the walking time ) . Well hard to describe but it was funfunfun . Then we gathered back at the Sports Complex and did some cheering . Then it was nearly the end of the camp . It was some sort of a farewell thingy for the year 3s who will be graduating when school starts . Then had mass dance , chicken dance , photo taking and Winner empire Zetten . :D . Afterwards most of us went to Tampines Mac beside CPF building for Dinner . Quite cool .

And thats about all ! TAAA~~

2009-04-01T01:16:00.001+08:00

Its just, another sleepless night .